Matt

Everytime you say those words my spirits rise
And i spend the day thinking bout the look in your eyes
Maybe this time they'll show some excitement, some emotion
Maybe I'll find the strength to get this relationship in motion

And I spend the day telling my friends you're going to be here
And they warn me not to beleive it or I'll end up in tears
And sure I know it's true-you've ditched me many times before
But for some reason I keep thinking that won't happen anymore

And then I call you and ask what you want to do
And you sigh and make excuses about why I can't see you
And then I call my friends and spend the whole night crying
About this guy who never seems to be trying

Everyone who knows us, thinks we're the best of friends, you see?
That's because I don't know how to to tell them that you hate me
And you keep on lying and building up my hopes every week
And honestly, when you blow me off I feel like such a geek

I feel so stupid, in my heart it's like I'm not even worth your time
It drives me so crazy that I start screaming out in rhyme
And the rage surges through me like a car out of controll
You need to know that all of this dissapointment is taking it's toll

I really thought that we were friends, I thought you felt it too
But somehow you can never ever tell me the truth
So keep your lies, hang with the guys and be a spoiled brat
"cuz I have only one more thing to say and that's I hate you Matt