Final Fall

I walk right up to the edge
Of a life slowly spiraling downward into dark
Preparing myself for the final fall
Where I'll be free of your evil remark

Of a life spiraling downward into dark
All I have left are my doleful memories
Where I'll be free of your evil remark
Is where maybe I can be happy

All I have left are my doleful memories
To guide to from my destitution
To where maybe I can be happy
Inside a friendly institution

To guide me from my destitution
I'll take the fall to my demise
Inside a friendly institution
I'll die while they watch with saddened eyes

I'll take this fall to my demise
Preparing myself for the final fall
I'll die while you watch with saddened eyes
I walk right up to the edge

Soft Blue Eyes

I guess it didn't mean much
But at the time I was happy
He could have chosen anyone
Instead he chose me

At the time I was happy
There were plenty of other girls
Instead he chose me
To me that meant the world

There were plenty of other girls
Be he said the sweet words to me
And to me that meant the world
It was hard for me to speak

He said the sweetest words to me
Waited for my reply
It was hard for me to speak
Looking into his soft blue eyes

Waiting for my reply
Unsure he asks again
Looking into his soft blue eyes
I say, Sure you can borrow my pen

I guess it didn't mean much

Helping Others

Trying to make sense of it all
Trying to set everything straight
Why do I feel so small
Why is this world full of hate

I wish I could ease all your pain
But I’m still working on my own
I wish I could dry up all the rain
I don’t want you to be alone

Your broken heart is something I wish I could mend
But mine is still torn apart
I want to help you out my dear friend
But I can only deal with one broken heart

I wish that life were easy for you
But I don’t know how it could be
I really don’t know what to do
I need to focus on me

I wish I could make your smile flare
The one that I’ve been looking for
But mine is still no where
And I need to find it once more

So I’m sorry I can’t help you
But this time I can’t take the time
Helping others is all I ever do
Now I’ve got to work on the problems that are mine